10 million subscribers on December 4, 2021.9 million subscribers on April 26, 2021.8 million subscribers on December 20, 2020.7 million subscribers on August 12, 2020.6 million subscribers on June 12, 2020.5 million subscribers on April 16, 2020.4 million subscribers on January 1, 2020.2 million subscribers on October 1, 2018.1 million subscribers on February 25, 2018.Since then, Albert has uploaded twice a day on the channel, except on a few occasions. The first video on the Flamingo channel, What is Flamingo?, was uploaded on July 14, 2017, as of August 21 2022, it's unlisted. This was because of the lack of ad revenue he was receiving due to the explicit themes and/or cursing on his videos. When the last video on the AlbertsStuff channel was uploaded on October 15, 2017, Flamingo became Albert's main channel. On this day I pray that I can help just one person take one step towards freedom….Flamingo was created on July 9, 2017, as Albert's second YouTube channel for AlbertsStuff. On this day and everyday, I thank God that I have been almost 11 years free from that poison. I’Il pray that God saves my little brother from this awfully powerful drug and that he will grow and die an old man. I remember being young and causing trouble in school Billy. I think of all the funny stories you shared Joe. I pray that you are with your Mom and at peace, Amy. I look back at the 10 years we were on and off again and smile at all the memories Jeff. I remember your laugh and carefree ways Brett. On this day and almost everyday I remember your smile and bright blue eyes Paul. I can only pray and tell him that I love him so very much. The effects of this have taken such a toll on me, I am emotionally unavailable for my best friend, Tasha. Little Billy just passed and a lot of hearts are broken. Joe passed in June of 2015 and I wish I had known that he was using, I guess that way I could have prepared for it? Amy died on Christmas of 2014 and I can only pray she is finally at peace. Brett was another beautiful soul and is greatly missed. Brett passed in May 16, 2014, on his daughter’s birthday. ![]() When I read his journal entries it breaks my heart. I do know that it is painful to raise a 11 year old boy who has seen the ugly deceitful effects of heroin at such a young age. I don’t believe I have truly processed that yet. ![]() ![]() Jesse’s father died in 2012, 12 days before Christmas. Since you have passed in August of 2008, I have watched countless others suffer only to ultimately succumb to the same fate. I attended your services and Amazing Grace was sung and it will forever be etched in my soul. I went into that Dunkin Donuts and right into the men’s room to say goodbye.I haven’t been their since and wont go. When I got the phone call from Mike telling me that you had passed, I fell to my knees and cried, I got up and I punched the wall, I cried more, I read and re read the article in the paper and did my best to reply to all negative comments about your death. Everyone of the pictures I have of you shows a smile on your face, sadness in your eyes a natural ice beer in your left hand and a Marlboro in your right. You were adored by so many…but you didn’t think so. James still remembers a specific conversation the two of you had. We still have that watch, along with all of the other memorabilia of yours. Jesse then told you how very much he liked your watch and without hesitation you unfastened it from your wrist and handed it to my son, you will never know how big of an impact that made on Jesse. He dashed toward you and started to tell you all about his day. Jesse spotted you and full of five year old excitement shouted your name. One of the best memories I hold near and dear to me is the sunny day Jesse and I saw you as we were taking a walk downtown. Although our time as a couple lasted a short while, our friendship lasted up until the day you died. I now recognize that you were jaded, I know because I have become hardened or jaded throughout the years. You had already stuffed years and years of pain, confusion and hurt. What I didn’t know is that life had already taken its toll on you and at 22 you had already been through your fair share of sad times, hard times. I loved you quickly and deeply and you loved me slowly and cautiously. I liked you immediately and you played it cool. ![]() I will never let go of the memories I have with you, the good times, bad times and all in between. I will forever miss your smile, your laugh your positive attitude, your need to make everyone around you laugh, your beautiful blue eyes that when looked at with care, one could see the all of the hidden behind them.
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